here’s a photo of me smiling in the moment, but in reality I have so much going on in life, dealing with a ton of personal issues & loss. Behind this smile is a shit ton of sadness and depression. Moral of this is to be kind to whoever you see, even the “happiest” are going through a lot x
Trying to be friends with my sadness 🙃
☕️ how to beat the winter!
🌴 🌴 🌴 cool breeze, palm trees
I know it’s hard to be soft I know it hurts to be kind I know that when love is lost it’s only fear in disguise But I still believe the world is beautiful And I still believe only the weak ones are cruel I know so many boys and girls People all across the world We walk and talk and think alike And we all cry the same tears at night You don’t know me like you think you do. Ever since my dreams changed I came crashing down like a paper plane But nothing ever stays the same and all I know is life is strange I carry along a feel of unease I want to belong like the birds in the trees But I’m a machine. An emotional being. And I smile with tears in my eyes - waving goodbye to the suckers in my rearview mirror Cause true hearts, they never lie I like to think about how we all look from afar People driving fancy cars look like beetles to the star The missiles and the bombs sound like symphonies gone wrong And if there is a God they’ll know why it’s so hard You’re not living in this world alone. We all live in the same universe where the stars collide as the planets turn Find me In another place and time All of the days that we spend apart my love is a planet revolving your heart I can see the flowers now, and the greenery I take a breath of air and I feel free No longer too afraid. Love + Fear - @marinadiamandis
- How could I be so lost In a place I know so well? How could I be so broken In a family so together?
🕊 🍃 (it’s strange how certain things, big, even small, remind you of good times with good people and precious memories. These two emojis are my favourite and they remind me of a really special time to me not too long ago, everything felt dark and cloudy in life and when I least expected it, i found my way through the storm with some help & I will never be able to say how much I appreciated that help as words do not describe how thankful I am, thank you from the bottom of my heart for fighting this storm with me) 🕊 🍃
I think 6 year old me would be really proud of how far I’ve came these past 14 years. He would also be very disappointed with a few things, but I’m only human and we can’t be 100% perfect, we learn from our mistakes. Some days I wish I could go back and alter things that happened but then I wouldn’t be the person I am today. Very much appreciate the people I have met along the way in this journey of life, for showing me some guidance and sticking by my side. Friends, Family, Lovers, Strangers. They all show you a different side to life and teach you new skills and things along the way. Growth is always happening and life has many paths, mistakes are meant to be made and it’s always okay to take one step back and redirect yourself! 🕊🍃
Discovering who I am has been a really tough thing my entire life, I’ve always been looking and trying to search & figure out who I am and what my purpose in life is. The truth is (myself and everyone’s) purpose and who they are changes over time and searching for these things is an endless journey throughout life. - Take life day by day, enjoy and savour every little moment as possible and cherish and appreciate everything that happens (the good & bad) it’s what builds us to be whom we are in each stage of our lives. - We don’t get as much time here as we wish we could, so take care of everyone, look after yourself & spread as much love and happiness as you can. It’s okay to be stuck and have problems, you will get past everything (some things will take longer to get through and get over them others) no one is alone. - 💙💚💜💛🧡❤️🖤
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