“... i’m not where you left me; but thousands miles away.” . . . 2019 -new year, new adventures. are you with me? 💌
“I am ruled only by my heart, my thought; I am the one who rules myself.” This is a quote that i still remember by heart because at the time had a great impact on the child that i was and the girl that was growing. i think that the poem is called “you do not rule” and everything about this is true, we are the masters of our own life and fate. xx
The special hours, the scent of setting suns, the profound darkness of the twilight air on streets without return. xx - what’s your favorite color and why? 💫
when vincent van gogh said “but you must love with a high, serious intimate sympathy, with a will, with intelligence, and you must always seek to know more thoroughly, better, and more” 💫
“the loneliness of a summer day”— i have heard you singing, singing, singing about the burns on your heart & the cusp of your own end.
“the girl with two selves” — I don’t want to remember more, now that I remember so much. I remember everything, but I don't want to remember.
taste this day for me, since i cannot. this honeyed, softened day for me. this fragile, weathered day for me. — “a day up there, just you and me”.
“a world too beautiful to be ruined”. - this moment will forever be froze in time. even in my mind.
“head in cloud nine” - if your head is in the clouds, let you feel every single glint of life. feel your laugh, your hurt, your joy. and if they tell you to “dream smaller”, just hold on your dreams a little more. under skies blue and grey, you are still well on your own way.
august 2018 - “the botanical explorer”. i want flowers, honeyed in the melting dusk, and i want to live on a world with suns that never sleep and glimmering oceans and figs heavy on every tree, i want wings made of brazen petals. place me in the bud of a newborn star and maybe my fingers will prickle with poetry again. -gr.
“i don’t know where i’m going but i promise it won’t be boring”. music, music is magic and you can’t change my mind on that. -gr xx
there is a door (a tiny one, remember) in the wall between reality and unreality that lets you pass easily from one side to the other. 24th October 2018 - me; “the shining sun girl”. how you used to say. -gr xx
🍁✨🍂🦉 “Autumn cradles me with idiomatic certainty, leaves me nothing to disapprove.”
I learned to know the love of bare November days, “my November Guest” 🍁 ———————————— what’s your favorite thing ever about autumn?
“are we lost?” “no” “now?” “well, probably” - 14th August 2018 in Stockholm, my beautiful Stockholm. xx
“Every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.” - i’m still thinking about those paintings.
i don’t do anything with my life except romanticize and decay with indecision. 🍂✨💌
The air was filled with an autumnal warmth, all the scents of a garden in the fall. 🍂